The Council

I am up to something new, that's what i thought in the first place, and there it was being laid in front of me. I was voted third for the 1st year representative. yes! i gone too fast and it also have gone too fast that i prove myself as being a crap. They treat me well, yes, actually nice. so the first project they gave me was quite challenging for a "no one/nobody/always will be nobody" like me. Being responsible was never a part of me, then it changed when i entered the council. it was good at first but after i did the first project being responsible of all documents(i.e project proposal,liquidation and activity report)--of course with the help of my colleagues, specially our president. it had been a roller coaster ride, that i have never imagined before that could and did happened.then i was now again challenged with another project, it is a fund raiser for our intramural. But it did not end there, because even after intramural we still got orders from people from our college and even from the other colleges for its good style as well as the message that is imprinted in the shirt, which became our theme "BLUE BLOOD GREEN HEART" (blue blood,because we are an ateneo school.green heart because we are agriculturist we cultivate land). I was still afraid handling legal documents, especially the receipts, because it is highly needed in the liquidation process.It undergoes legal processes from the bureau internal revenue and commission on audit, because we gather a big amount of money. and without the original copy of the receipts the liquidation paper would be questionable.I was even warned to be very extra careful in handling the receipts, because i did once lost an original receipt from the last project that we handled and it was quite a bad experience. Now after this project i guess i would not yet accept heading in a project , because i think it is whats best for me and for the council and the for future projects that the council would undergo.I guess i have been too fast,but now i would do the right thing--it tells me to slow down cause it is a bumpy road ahead.


I guess going too fast nor going so slow wont make anything work.and that is what i personally experienced and indeed it was not so good. It was fun being with new people but if our own self is not yet ready to undergo change then it is still hard to go on into something new.i did accept the things that came when i entered the council, but i was damn tired thinking where in hell did the receipts go. especially now we spent P30000 for the shirt and for a middle class person like me? its quite big---oh no, its a very big amount. So if we go on to something we must be so sure that we accept and stand for our decisions because certain things are meant to be taken seriously at the right time.I never regret i have entered the council, but i should have entered in the time i know i could stand every challenges. I could, but i guess soon enough.I could stand bearing the heraldic figure of our college as one of the best college in the Philippines and in the world soon,enough.