It was just there all along

I guess what everyone wants is to find a place for them, a place where they can call their own.We need to find real people, who could understand us, who could be there for us and would be there. Its just so happen that life would not give you he things you want. to be able to get what you want, sacrifices would be pretty much worth the price. Our journey to the place we want to be, is a challenging path to take. We can pace fast or we can do it slow, but one thing is for sure happiness is a just a matter of chance.


Ive been one of those helpless fools, searching the hole world for the things i know for now couldn't be mine.I was out of love, lost in space and downtrodden. i just wish and hope that i could hold on into someone. Maybe i was just so driven by hose fairytale, but fairytale are just found on books. Reality bites and would hurt.Lets just say that i have what people seems to be missing,materially yes, i can eat thrice a day full. Bu when your tummy is full you then realize that still there is something missing. Due to serious stupidity i begun to chase love, i begun to chase happiness. You know whats the ending? i was dumped? feels like i fell into the bottom pit of the earth's crust. Yes, i was helpless once, because things went upside down. then it happened for the nth and the nth and the nth time. Until i felt so damn sick about it that i forgot to think of it at all over again. I grew tired that i want to give up. But love don't go that way,it really does a lot of magic. Just a mantra that you would never understand unless you know what is it all about.

I never knew that love was there all along. Watching my step to better understanding of it. It is very true that some of things is best learned in a hard way. Life in general is like that. Most of the time i question god on a lot of things, times and circumstances that is quite unlikely. But i guess through time and fervent understanding i learned that its our human nature to question, but its also our ability to face and answer any riddles of our lives by our own ability to ask for guidance and help. I think now, i can get by. Life? love? its there, but friends?trust? opportunity? we have to earn them. And chances? we have to seize it.